Ever since you left

You were there 

Trying to organize everything 

Even though you are the most disorganized person 

But it's ok, the intension was good 

I looked at you from the distance 

You looked me back 

My heart stoped for a second 

I had to have a realy deep breath 

Got to the bathroom

To check up the makeup 

Wait, I didn't have any makeup on 

It was actualy to check up the rolling tears 

Finaly got the guts to get out 

It was already full of people 

You went to some other place that I couldn't see

Good... at least I wont see him

But there he was again 

I tryed hard enough to avoid a enconter 

I succeeded, until the very end when

You touched my back, I didn't have to turn to know it was you 

Your touch will always be familiar to me 

"Hello", you said "how are you?"

I tried to smile as hard as I could under the circumstances 

I couldn't say "fine", but I also couldn't say "bad" 

I just holped the fake smile would do the job 

I know it didn't

You felt my soul trough that hug 

My whole body trembled 

My mouth got dry 

I don't think I'll ever get over it 

I'm gonna have to live with it, as you said 

There's no moving on when the thing I have to move on from is you 

There is no getting over us 

There is no fixing my heart

There is no forgeting 

There is no living 

There is only a hole in soul 

ever since you left